So yes my life was made really bad by a man a long time ago and well this is what he gets. But it is not just him - I found him in the a long time ago and put up with his stuff cause well my dad fell in love with a women like that again and so goes the cycle and yes it is true the cycle is hard to break. My karma to them is poetry. And there is no shame in writing about it and or admitting to it. As I see people are looking but not commenting or following - wink wink. So you must be scared or think that this is too dark of a blog and so on so forth.
But for everyone's warm and fuzzy - I am in a loving relationship now who accepts me the way that I am and even cares for my kids (stay at home dad). As my current career requires huge amounts of flexibility!! Which by the way - I am not allowed to link that career with this one that I hope to set in motion. But the first one requires a-lot of things that you must do and requires you to not be who you really are sometimes. Who I am in my career and who I am on the inside conflict a-lot.
I cant wait for 5 more freaking years (as of July) to pierce my nose and eyebrow and maybe a lip and get tons and tons of tats (well I can get a-lot of tats now with restrictions just need to save up money for all of them that I want) and dye my hair funky colors - publish erotic books and poetry of upmost honesty at every level and do pin-up photography!!!
So this is my warm and fuzzy for you - that I have many different levels to me. Never ever judge a book by its Cover - sometimes the cover is just the tip of whats to come.
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